So I finally caved in and got a Weebly account. I think having a program like Dreamweaver made me automatically feel as though it was going to be the best option as far as website building went, but this has definitely been a LOT less complicated than messing around with HTML and spending hours toying with coding. Yes, I definitely prefer this. It actually looks as though I might have a full website up and running within the next day or so, then all I need to do is move it over to my domain and I'll be good to go. 

Things have been really crazy as far as life in general has been lately. Derek and I ended our relationship a week ago, the play wrapped, and I lost one of my best friends. I mean, I suppose she really wasn't one of my best friends if it took such a petty situation for her to disguard my friendship, but still. Shit's rough and I'm not a fan. I just don't understand how people can view each other as disposable. It doesn't compute with me and never has. When I love someone and care about someone, I will stand by that person until they give me a damn good reason not to; only then will I walk away. I don't think I could ever stop being someone's friend because I was too stubborn to admit I did something wrong, or because I simply didn't want them around anymore. At least not someone I ever truly cared about. Whatever.

This weekend should be intersting. Brittany and I are supposed to go up to Penn State for a sex toys party with our friend Alys, but I'm suddenly becoming a bit iffy about it. Social situations just haven't been awesome for me lately; my Depakote has made me really anxious and I know the solution is starting on Lithium so that they can ween me off of the Depakote, but I'm nervous about that as well. Plus if I stay in Butler I can go to Joey's graduation party on Saturday, which might end up being more promising for me in the long run. Hmph. I think I'm going to paint Joey something; I need to be more artistic and I enjoy making people gifts. He and I went shopping yesterday and it was a ridiculous amount of fun.

I think I'm going to go work out now.