I am trying very hard to sort out my life. Dropped my classes at BC3. Coping with family drama and the death of my aunt. Trying to watch more films, work out on a daily basis, and balance out my diet. Slowly working on beating out my anxiety. Sewing. Drawing. Painting. Going on dates. Trying very hard to socialize with friends.

I am still rather sluggish and antsy, but at the bottom of everything I feel happy, and know that I'm on my way towards something wonderful. I just have to muddle through things a little longer, remember that I am often my own worse enemy when it comes to stress and anxiety, and most importantly, keep breathing and keep smiling. Keep laughing. Everything is going to get better; I'm already taking so many steps in the right direction and I'm very proud of myself for that. I haven't been honestly happy in a long time, and I feel like despite everything bad that's going on, that I could be very close to that now.

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